ive said this so many times but it applies once AGEEN . EVERYTHING in my life and i mean everything from food to boys to school EVERYTHING . i love my life it has everything i need , and recently ive been overly happy . butive noticed once again that whatver i have is either not enough or too much . yeah im grateful that i have it :) becuse some dont have it at all . but its like i go from having it a full 100% which ten drops to like 15% , yeah i can cope with just 15 but would i really WANT too afterr being on 100 . GOSH.
another thing is 100 , isnt even great , because recently i had alot of things on my plate , too much so instead of trying to work it out i just went into SHUT DOWN MODE. some people get on with life and ' make lemonade with the lemonss lifes threw at them ' , but im the sort of person who would squeeze lemonsin lifes eye orrr just dodge them . OH MY GARD . why didnt anyone think of that ..
DODGE THE LEMONS :)
anyway as i was saying , shut down mode. things get too much and im just like i cant do this anymore and then deal with the consequences later on .
i wouldnt call how i deal with things wrong , because thats ME . everyones different butttt not gonna lie , it is something i need to work on , because im gonna have bigger problems in my life than homework boyss family.
well yeah this was just one of those blogs that would benefit me more than you .
so sorry if you didnt enjoy it .
but hey this is MY public diary , not yours :)
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