buses .

j'azzzzzzzzzzzze when is said i wouldnt be back until there was 3000 i was joking :)))) but then parents sorta banned me from the internet because i dont know when to shut up
sigh-
but im back .
and i swear every day at school this week ive had a piece of paper with 49237347235y236 blog topics. some short ones like buses

OH MY DAYS . why do bus drivers think they are driving Bugattis or ferraris ? how could this guy be praying one time on the 114 ( bare roundabouts ) and he was like ' God i just want to get of this bus in one piece,' holding onto the pole for dear life . SO FUNNNY . but cmon drivers your at speeds that even cars shouldnt be at .
and OH MY GARSH .
why is it that your sitting down , headphones in , just jamming in your own little word . then BOOM the fattest ugly stinkiest guy decides to sit next to you  . then your looking around and what do you see . 1 seat 2 seat 3 seat 4 seat . probabbly more .
so many seats . yet they decide to sit next to you . WHY?  and you know what the worst thing is  . im usually sitting on the side next to the window , and believe it or not ,  im too nice to move  because  id have to be like ' excuse me' then  i get up , sit like 5 seats away and they see that i dint get of the bus i just wanted to away from them .

OYSTERS . okay so . an oyster yeah is for 11 - 15 year olds . if i lose it and im in a high school unifrom . WHAT AGE DO YOU THINK I AM ? 18 . NO IM 111-15 YOU SWEARWORD SWEARWORD SEARWORDDDDDDDD . OH MY GOSH . YANNO WHAT .
BLOG ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT . soon . oysters included .
remember when trains were 50 p
- sigh  .
back . in . the . day

okay kinda going on now . so yeahya . bye :)

JLS CONCERT

okay last night i was kinda tireddd writtign that blog didnt say eveything . acc im still tired . didnt sleep PAHA .
well im there in vip reading my book because it was dead :) two hours beforee . muching on vip food , sipping on vip coke ;D thennn i hear nathans voicee . and im like wooooooow NATHAN . run down the little stairs so i m as close to the stage as possible . then he sings his new song . come into my room . TUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNE- youtube it  . then his newer song . then erms that sick song . the slow one :) ahh i love nathan :)))

then ruff diamondz come out .
ruff being the apporiate word. ]
i brushed past one in the toilet of vip lounge didnt even realisee .

then six-D come out? yes i was like WHO aswell
everyone where iwas , was like ahh get off who are you ? get jls on . it was so jokesss :))
then after 2 hours . JLS COME OUT . ahh amazing man .

then MARVIN ANDASTON WAVED AT ME AND MY NEW FRIEND :) I SWEAR I WAS SCAREAMING SO MUCH . THEY KNOW I EXISIST . AND I WAS BARE JUMPING . pahaa.

ahh that concert was acc too much . if i can add videos . i wil later .
bye
having a break from here too .
come back when theres 3000 views :)

YAY BEST DAY and it hasnt even started

well i made a status about it
oh my days today has to be the best day all year . meeting up with oldd primary school friends . lost my ipod in my house on boxing day . found it today :D ahh♥ and just been told im going jls concert VIP ; dont like them but who cares ? AHHHH only thing i need now is nandoss ;D


i dont even need the nandos tbh AHH BEST DAY MAN <3

i am such a good daughter.

okay i was thinking this waaaaaaaaaaaaaay back .
but tonight made it official .
me and my friend were talking about pocket money and i was like well i dont get it and i dont want it . and even when i ask for money i feel embarrassed because itsk ind of out of order . i mean all my parents money goes towards me some way or another so why ask for more.

when i was saying all that i was lik JAAAAAAAZE DEANNE IS DAT YOU YEAHHH ? paha

then i was gonnna go bed .
i saw my dad was sleeping .
went back into my games room .
thought it looked messy . tided u p . did the same with the area by froont door and kitchen .
just to make my mum smile whhen she gets home . shes in margate at the moment .

so yeah i am a good daughter . anyone try and say anything can kkiss my ass :)

attention seekers.

im stilll nmaking blogs from that english lessons .
but OH MY DAYS .
i already expressed how much i hate annoying people .
but attention seekers.

11years and younger okay .  yes i know 11 is  young . but youve just got to high school everyone tries to be loud and hyper and fit in to make friends . so everyone attention seeks. but after that . NO JUST STOP . its not cute  . acc most the time it isnt cute . even when kids cyr for attention . at the nursery i nearly eneded boxing this girl who did that .
and the same girl who the annoying people was based on - is an attention seeker .
she does this dumb baby voice . and wwears clothes way to tigh tto make her bum look big . but her bum isnt big she is just fat with wide hips . but because shes short . its like compacted . if she lost weight her bum would vanish . this wasnt even made to be bitchy . but ARGH SHE IRITATES ME . Grr

And yeah we all attention seekbutwe shouldn't have too, if you have to seek their attention there not worth it . If they really care they'd be givng you all the attention you need and them some :)

Hmm just be yourself and you'll he amazes- as bashy would say ;D


anyway attention seeking for boys - just no . dont do it  . its fuckign sad.

annoying me at the moment .

okay seeing as i keep starting my blogs iwth this is annoying me .
why dont i put themm all in one blog ? apart from the big things . okay leeeeeme start.

Relationship Stuff

• the term - my other half when your in a relationship .my brothers used it when talking about his girlfriend . nd i was like OTHER HALF YOUR NOT MARRIED ?and even if i was . i probably wouldnt use it . because other half ? im single . DOES THAT MAKE ME INCOMPLETE ? NO. SHUT UP . DUMB TOAD.
• when people throw around the word love . made two blogs about this . so SNM 
• when people dont understand they should lowere their P.D.A. - public display of affection . okay you have a boyfriend/girlfriend stop having dry sex and making out in public . dont you have any self respect
• hmm this one is kinda linked to that one ^ . theres this girl and she went out with my friend/brother . and on EVERY PROFILE PICTURE  shed be like ohhh sexy . thats my man . i love you . with bareeeee hearts unah . so i was like ' can you ease up on the comments plase' i didnt say stop  . because shes entilted to comment . i said ease up. her and this other girl were just having a battle with me over the interneet . WALLADS. but i was just laughing . how could on his wall she said 'i love you . i wouldnt be me with you . you complete me . im so happy to call you mine '. and guess what he commented saying .

WAIT FOR IT . 

' thanks :D' tthats all he said . i was DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

but anyway theyve split up now . so  i guess shes incomplete now ? n'awwwwwwwwwwh. 

• those people who cheat . i NEARLY got cheated on . luckily i wasnt going out with him yet . i didnt care tbh . the thing that pised me of is that HE was getting rude when i was shouting at him . then he was being  a bitch to me . so basically he was angry at me when all i did was belive his lies . OKAY . NOT EVEN A TOAD. HES A DIRTY FUCKING PEASANT WHO I HOPES DIES PAINFULLLY IN A COLD DITCH . ahh thats mean . OH WELL :)

i think thats all on relationships .

DRAKE CONCERT

i dont rreally talk about him on her e because if i start i would go on forever . but i really wanted to go . ended up not going . and jcole was there :( the only thing that stopped me from goign crazy is that drake cant dance . ANDDDDDDDD i went to chris brown back when he was loved. and did the take you down . i would post the video but this is a ' angry blog '  . and I WAS IN VIP . so it was like on my leve right infront . AHHHHH THAT CONCERT WAS HA'MOTINAL <3

GUCCI

boys stop getting gassed. and saving all your money on one belt . WAAAAAAAHASTE MAN .

you were born original . dont die a copy

okay this is annoying me aswelll . made a  status about it wayy backk

err why are people like tupac ,alliyah, micheal jackson etc etc dead :/
peoplee who weren't afraid to be themselves , people who actually did something with their lives , unlike people nowadays just trying to fit in and be like everyone else :/
such a waste of a human :/
' you were born original don't die a copy '
GOSH !
:)
^ thats been sitting in my draft for agesss .

but its so true .
so yeah nothing more nothing less.
and OH MY GARD I CANT BELIEVE IT .

how could assembly be about confidence and they said one line from my blog , i swear it was exactly the same . i was like jaaaaaaaaaze.
im saying what one of the authorites in school is telliing the WHOLE school i MUST be talking senseee ;D

ARGH - religion

okay this is really annoying me .
parents especially my parents are alwys encouraging me to be myself and if people dont like me . there loss just be ME .
okay i got to a realization about religion, decided im not Christian . well not for now because i didnt choose it . and if Christianity is the religion i come back to then okay . good for me  i got here by myself. so why is it that my household well kyle mum . dad and other brother aren't that religious . yeah why is it that they are acting like im some sort of devil . YES i believe in God . i just dont believe all the stories of all the diffferent religion . is that so wrong ? and even if you dont belive in God , your not a devil . GOSH MAN . and then my mums always like oh your cousin is on the reading and serving list for chrch . good for her i dont give a shit . nothing to do with me . what is the point of going all the way to church just to sit there hearing people talk abou tthings i dont believe , just so i can convice myself im chrstian NO . and you know what when i have chiildren they can chooose there religion . no christening no nothing . and anyon who thinks im a bad person can KISS MY ASS.
jheeze its my life let ME live it . and dont judge me because of how im living it .  just focus on your own .

Gossip- Rumours

okay i have been needing to do this blog for ages now .
GOSSIP
yeah its wrong .
but its everywhere
magazines , songs , news EVERYWHERE
and wait how could i forget.
HIGH SCHOOLS.
f That.
ANY SORT OF EDUCATION ; theres gossip.

and everyone says oh its wrong , shouldnt spread rumours and shit . but cmon now be real . if you heard something shocking youd tell at least one person . then they tell one and they tell one and so on .
- ARGH MUMS TELLING ME TO TURN DOWN MUSIC. I SWEAR JUST STOP TALKING .

BACK ;D
yeah what i said before . and then a rumours started . it happens without us realising . so the same people who hate rumours and gossip , do it themselves.
so i dont have anything against people saying stuff. as long as theyve seen it for themselves. because to many people nowadays start there sentences with the word apparently . HATE THAT. whenever someone does that i talk over them saying APPARENTLY... APPARENTLY.. APPARENTLY.. until they get it ahaaa :) but the thing is even hen people say apparently . people dont realise what that word means , and they just believe whatever comes after that word. its dumb .


but you know who i just want to elbow drop.


just like that ^ .
i want to elbow drop the people who make the rumours .
ITS SAD .
who sits there thinking okay im going to make a rumour about bla bla bla lets see how many people acc belive it oOoooOoO imma DON.


no your not sit down shut up . jump of a bridge .

oh yeah if you believe all the shit you hear about me , you probably think im being hypocritical because of the hilda situation.

GUESS WHAT ?
i didnt start the rumour .

i heard form other people  i told her this but she thought i was bullshiting . but why wold i start a rumour about someone who means nothing to me . why would i start a rumour , havent you read all of the above ^ . ALSO i heard in citizenship . the people know who they are. everyone knows who they are. but instead of saying something . they just watched me get shouted out .

once again claremont not a school .its a kennel of BITCHES.
but yeah .
end of blog.
adios.

confidence.

well as you know i found my list of blogs i have a list in my phone and well yeah .
LIST LIST LIST
as you can see from the title this is about confidence ?
i just wrote the word confidence . so hmm what to write .

confidence is somethingg that can be taken for granted so easily , but we ALL need it . if we dont we wont survive this cold world . PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE remember there is a thin line between confident and cocky . cocky is NOT attractive in anyway . dont cross the line. if you do you will look and seem like a arrogant dickhead. SORRY TO SAY . but confidence ? have loads of it . because confident people are sexier . and you know its true . if you see someone walking with their head down , eye contact to the ground , shoulders up . small steps. they look tense. scared. a bit... worrying ? you feel sorry for them . BUTTTTTTT when yhou see someone walking with there head up , eye wide open , shoulders back , taking big strides. THEY AUTOMATICALLY LOOK MORE ATTRACTIVE. they walk by and your like
GOD' DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN


maybe not at the persons but , but you get my drift .
AHA THIS PICTURE IS JOKES.
but yes have confidence .
if you dont believe in yourself how would any one else be able to ? you lead . they follow .

this was meant to be inspiring but its simple  if you dont have confidence. GET SOME .
stop mopping about , like  'oh my life is so bad im so ugly im so fat ' .DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT THEN .your not gonna lose weight from runnning your mouth are ya ?NO.

in a bad mood now.
i can do that to myself.
lovely just lovely.
LAST NOTE- BELIEVE IN YOURSELF GUYS.

SMOKING.

i was going to make a status about this . but they have a character limit .
PAIN IN THE NECK . BACK . EVERYWHERE.
so yeah . why not talk about it on somewhere where i can go on and on and BEYONNNNNNNNND.

firstly erms smokers . cant you fucking read ?
- saying sorry from now if i swear . this subject just pisses me off

you can see it SERIOUSLY harms you . okay you might not give a shit ? but others around you . dont you have a heart ?
you probably forget its there because it got lost by all the tarr in your lungs . DUMB FOOLS

okay now that ive got that off my chest AHAA GEDDIT ? wow i dint even plan that joke .

well yeah smoking isnt cool .. whoever started the craze that it was. is a EDDDDDDDDAYT .

smokers .
would you slit your rists  , would you jump of a cliff , would you hang yourself ?
if the answer is yes , then go on . DO IT .
if the answer is no . then change it to yes . because by smoking your kiilling yourself  . might aswelll choose one of the options above and get it over with .

i dont care how harsh that sounds , i know some people are gonna be pissed reading it . but someone please tell me alll of that up deyaaa ^ is not the truth .
EXACTLY .
CANT TELL ME NOTHING .
kanye west tune <3

wow im easily distracted .
anyway yeah smoking is suicide . everything may feel fine , you probably get a buzz from smoking , but your insides arre crying out .

why would you need to be 14/15 sometimes 13 . aand smoking .
WHY ?
your in school .
your biggest problem shoudl be youve got detention .
because that is why you do it right , because it takes stress away .

ERMS US 14 YEAR OLDS DO NOT KNOW WHAT STRESS IS .
i have bare family issues im not stressed or depressed.
im sad yeah but depressed ? no

and if you are depressed you are obviously a idiot , slag .
because the only reason i can think of at this age is your pregnant , tests GCSE'S , family stufff.

not gonna lie some people have serious family problems . but why expand your problems by smoking ?

pregnant- whole different blog . DUMB GIRLS.

tests/gcse's. yeah they can be stressful . but if you revise . you have nothing to worry about .

so we should be stresssed, we dotn need to take a puff out of a suciide stick to release stress because THERE ISNT ANY.

JHEEZE.
then those losers who say  im quitting .
no you said hat all the other times .
you know your not gonna quit so why lie to everyone and more importantly yourself.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
hmm what else.

THE PRICE.
IT IS A RECESSION . JUST INCASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED.
AND YOUR WASTING YOUR MONEY ON SUICIDE STICKS OR WEED.

WEED-
hmm i know a few idiots that do it .
yeah i migth do it ONCE in my lfie to see how it feels. i wont get addicted because i wont allow myself too .
but what sort of loser needs to do weed art 14
or sell it .
LOL @ YOUR LIFE.

dont care who reads this and hates me after just go stand with my other haters.
MY BLOG .
dont like it .
DONT FUCKING READ IT .
DUMB TOADS.

its not all as it seems.

wow im in such a blogging moood today man .
well in the last blog i was all happy .
and yeah i AM .
but to be honest , thats no the real truth . yes i am happy . but its like because theres alwas drama or something that comes along and ruins it. so im happy but im not enjoying it as much as i should do . geddit ? its like when youve been working for hourssssssssss then you sit on the sofa , and try to get comfortable . but you just CANT . something is telling you no . you almost feel bad for being comfortable . GEDDIT NOW ? BADMANEXPLAINATION#
its weird , i DONT like arguements , confrontation . belive me i dont . and when they came around i always just wwant to have a peaceful organised life . and now that its ' here' . its like WOW life could be THIS easy ? i actually love it .
SO YEAH MEHN .
DEANNE NO NO WHAT TO DO .
wow spend to much time with little children .
which reminds me i saw one of the kids from the nurserrry todayyyy , and hey was bare staring at mee# i was like AWWWWWWWWW THATS YOUUUUU. but it was too late when i realise d.

back to what i was saying .
everything is perfect
no drama . no boys . school works good . home life is genrally good .
so why am i not enjoying it. at least till it goes .
why wait for something to happen ?
why not enjoy then when it comes it comes .
shit .thats like death .
some people sit there waiting for death to come and grab them .& . some people  live to the fullest until they go .

okay kinda just answered my question .
LIVING LIFE TO THE FULL BEHBEH. sonds so cheesy but yeah .
- READ ANOTHER BLOG .

its cleo's birthdayyy

yes i know i made a blog about her and i made her some massive card

two HOURS i spent on that .
see the pictures .
took me foreverrrrrr.
there really isnt anything more i can say that i havent said in the other blog .

go in the left corner search cleo to find it .
and anything else ive said in the card .
apart from shit i forgot.

erms something about your parents raising you so welll yada yada yadaa

i actually completely forgot .
ARGH IM A IDIOT
well yeah .
thats it .
for the 11290891248th time .
I LOVE YOU...
MAD LOVE <3

ONE MORE YEAR TILL THE FREAKKKY DEEKY STUFFF . PAHAA ;D
P.S click here http://deannes-world.blogspot.com/2010/12/cleo.html for the blog i made ; as it is your birthday . just pretend thats in the card :)

aha .
this bit was in my ' mention in blog list '

how could ALL day i couldnt sneeze.

then cleo goes through her love hearts and like do you want one ?
im like OKAAAAAAY . your giving food . something must be wrong.
love heart says - BLESS YOU .
ahaaa
i just thought that was hilarious ;D
and then rufaida. grr
someone int he class was sneezing .
and rufaida was like there there , rubbing ym shoklder and everything . it willl be okay , ou wll be able to sneeze soon .



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEO  <3

new years

techinally this should have been my first for the year .
but oh well im different :)
and well wanna know the main reason ?

ITS ONLY A CHANGE OF FACKING DIGITS STOP GETTING EXCITED .

i dont know why so many people are saying oh im putting everything behind me, blah blah . if i think your a 'bitch then i probably think that for a reason . im not going to look at you any different because my calender looks different .
NO .
ARGH.
and resoloutions ? what is the point ?
its just a way of upsetting yourself .
why do that ?
if resoloutions are succesful then why are you saying the same thing every year ?
and if they are such big changes , why wait ? it cant mean that much to you if you would wait till a new year .

yeah i see that it can be a fresh start and all that .
but to be honest .
its a fresh start for us.
not other people .
there not gonna keep giving you fresh starts .
youd have to prove that you've changed.

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy speaking of new years .

this year i went centraaaaaaaaaaaaal london .
best city ever .
always wanted to see the fireworks :)
and got to see it with myRASSCLART DONS . SHIVALI & ROCHANE :) and most importantly SHIVALIS MUM :)))
it was so funnny :)
and i just cba to talk about it anymore :D
but ha london is full of some crazy people o.O
made new friends
danced about
got REALLLYY excited when the played pon de floor .
and yeah thats it for now . BYE :)

loads of my pictures didnt come out that great . so i videod :) but this looks so pretty :)

the cliché scenario .

theres a girl .
theres a guy
the girl likes the guy endlessly
but for the boy describing his feelings is a bit more complicated so read on ..
the girl and guy were in a relationship.. kissed hugged romanced.
but little did she know he was using her, actually in some ways she did know but that didn't stop her  from letting him throw her around and treat her in ways she didn't deserve.

they did have good times but in comparison they're was much more bad times.  during their rollercoaster relationship there were moments where they didn't talk at all , sometimes even months..but after a while he would come back, sometimes with a  girlfriend sometimes without, despite this she would always let him walk back into her life . giving him the benefit of the doubt , seeing the best in him ,  believing all the sweet things he would say . but everyone including her knew she wasn't the only girl he would say sweet things too ....

he breaks her heart again and again , yet instead of moving on she gives him the opportunity to fix it again .recently he messed up so  now she says that it is definitely over , and this is the last straw but thats what she said last time and the time before that ..

So whos more stupid ? him ? for treating her like a toy , not realising what he could potentially be losing forever ? or her ? for allowing him to do what he does all in the hope of maybe ' he might change ' ? ....