HATERS.

well press play on that video and let me take you on a ride all about haters , sip some haterjuice just to get into the moment -
WHAT IS A HATER ?

1.	hater	3900 up, 565 down
	buy hater mugs, tshirts and magnets A person that simply cannot be happy for another person's success. So rather than be happy they make a point of exposing a flaw in that person. Hating, the result of being a hater, is not exactly jealousy. The hater doesnt really want to be the person he or she hates, rather the hater wants to knock somelse down a notch.

i was gonna say its someone who dislikes you for no reason , but urban dictionary is cooler than me :( anyway sometimes i think isnt everyone a hater , we all have that person who just annoys us , whether its the way they get everything , or do good in everything which makes insecure about ourselves and then we're rude to them and dismiss them without even realizing . if your thinking ' no i dont have a person like this' THEY ARE COMING YOUR WAS SOON .


but yeah haters is obviously a issue in HIGH SCHOOL for goodness sake , but did you know bullying is in work places  . GROWN PEOPLE BULLY EACH OTHER . grow the fuck up . JHEEZE . but yeahhh haters is a issue , and people need to get over it . the worst sort of people are the ones who CONSTANTLY moan about their haters , its like they LIKE it . they like not being liked .
and those people who are like I LOVE MY HATERS . HATERS ARE MY MOTIVATORS . YOUR A NO-BODY TILL YOU HAVE HATERS .  no you DONT love your haters .. your just saying that because you think it will stop them . its a shit defense mechanism and only works in certain situations . SORRY SWEETCHEEKS. 


 now we know what a hater is how would you spot one ? does it matter if you have haters ? shouldnt you just get on with life . what are your haters going to do ? if you have them you are probably successful and confident etc , so they really cant do shit . sometimes we need a little hate in us ,that sounds so horrible . but we actually do , it gives us adrenaline . no ones happy all the time . i know the more you laugh the longer you love and all that shit but cmon now . you have different emotions use them . 
anyway back to the rhetorical hater questions ;D
arent we all haters at some point ?  dont we feel insecure by other peoples massive achievements ? 
its natural .
everyone is slyly a hater its just the extremes you take it too

government. part 2

okay we do this topic enough in citizenship , well used to . 

DRUGS.

cannabis USED to be legal but then they changed it , and now all drugs are illegal unless prescribed. i personally think whatever lawss the police create , there will always be a bunch of people who go against it . so there should really be certain laws . e.g drugs. its their body , why should people get in trouble for what hey WANT to do , then they try and say its a free country , free world . no it really isnt . the same way tmobile say unlimited texts but it really is only 3000 KMT . but il save that for another blogg.

ANYWAY if those people are stupid enough to do drugs then let them die , they obviously dont care about their health , smoking is legal so why nto drugs . some people even say its a part of their religion LOL . but yeah even people selling drugs shouldnt get prosecuted because they are not forcing people to buy it of them and use it . I PERSONALLY THINK , people do it because its fun then when they get some attention from the police  , the risk of getting caught gives them so much adrenaline that they carry on . so if you police used the FUCK IT mentality .. and just let them do what they want . then people would gradually stop . 

just an idea :) 

ALSO the government are stupid with their ages to have sex drink drive . 

now if you look at them separately then its okay but when you put them together it looks like such bullshit.. really being allowed to have sex before you can drink ? makes so much sense . and driving after being allowed to drink ? RIIIIIIGHHHHHHT. once again i dont think there should be ages , then people will be pressured . and lots of people do things before the age so they can feel ' cool ' or like a rebel . if the sex age was 21 . people would still be virgins at 19 and all sorts . but no its 16 . SIXTEEN you are not even an adult and your allowed to have that sacred connection with people . FUCKING WALLADS AKA GOVERNMENT. and drinking 18 . i think thats a bit too old . people go parties from 15 . and will find alcohol . i went to a part last september and my 14 year old friend went to a shop asked for alcohol , and got it . . FOURTEEN ahaha thats nearly half a decade before were are even allowed to drink  . i think at 16 we are , with parents permission . but what parent is really going to do that ? 

and driving was 18 then moved to 21. that is quite smart  . nothing to say really apart from DRIVING AFTER FUCKING DRINKING . WALLADS . 

also you can be 16 to join the war and be BRUTALLY killing REAL people and probably their families , but have to be 18 to play shooting games 
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Say .

No.

More.

school progress.

this is NOT a funny blog topic , its so i can look back on it. well i made a blog before the start of year 10 about what goals Ive set myself . then i had a progress one .and as we are staring a new half of term im ddoing it again .
 
get in less arguments - CHECK ! 9/10
higher levels- Mmmm Ish 7/10
more sleep [ not in the lessons ]- WORKING ON IT 5/10
facebook less ; homework more. - GETTING BETTER 7/10
and basically be a good student ; and role model - fuck yeah :) 8/10

 .dont be getting in arguments ; BIG ones - 6/10 

BE ON TIME . NEW GOAL. im now on a 2/10

oh yes im doing good . 

ahh back to school today . 

i actually feel so much older after this half term . you dont even understand :/ the things ive learnt ( life skills , maths skills science skills ) would shock you . ahhhhh 

moment of silence -

i would share it with you but you have bitesize :) and life skills . WELL . you dont need to know ;)

anyway ill make a blog later x

 AH IM SO ORGANISED .
just wanted to say that :')
and yeah i need to do these goals because we had some assembly saying our work from NOW counts , and i want to do good so if theres less blogs per day  . SORRY .
but education comes first in this case
'x

teenagers not being taken seriously

why are us teenagers not taking seriously ?
NOW THIS REALY GETS TO ME .
we need freedom , we can say smart things , we are human .
but why are we treated like little babies, why in a debate do people not even bother listening to what we have to say unless it teenagers debating with other teenagers. its so annoying , people just dismiss what i have to say because of my age, which is why i love when my parents and me are arguing and i win . that silence is just the most beautiful silence . LIKE HA . SHAME. then later on in the day they try and act like they were agreeing with me the whole time . NO YOUVE JUST BEEN PROVED WRONG , BY SOMEONE a THIRD of your age . hahah

but no jokes aside . its so annoying . certain shops , i walk into and they follow me about or watch me like a hawk. ARGH just because lots of teenagers steal and cause trouble , dont mean we all do. GET OFF MY TITS MAN ¬_¬  i think they do this because ima teeanger but sometimes , well most the time its a race thing to , but illl save that for another blog.

and to be honest you cant blame some teenagers for the way they act ,just take a look at our role models , amy winehouse etc e. i know we are all our own people and shouldnt follow others , but if there is someone you love , you do try and act like them whether you notice it or not . some people can fight that off ,and just be themselves [ like meeeee ] , but others cant . and you slowly slip into doing things their way . the only people this really happens with for me is family , im starting to use the same mentality as my mum dad and gran ♥ because its got them this far in life , it can get me far too =D
AND back to the media , look at the magazines . every girl wants to permanently look airbrushed but then realise they cant , so can you blame them for just having that FUCK IT attitude. and boys . they are affected by this too . look how much other boys have perfect bodies are shoved in front of their faces; magazines , tv etc.

even in victorian times , we werent taken seriously, girls couldnt even go to school . BLUUDCLART. i would just pretend im a boy. so because of something i had no choice in ( my gender ) i may end up with no education . LOL . funny people SHUT THE FUCK UP and let me work . wow i actually like school because if anyone was to try and take it away from me  . i would go on rampage LOL . but back to what i was saying girls were made to wash clean provide back then . FUCK NO . i wear the pants. the guy provides for us .
thats what i dont understand.. if women are so much weaker then men why are WE the ones who are meant to look after and provide for our families ? shouldnt the stronger people be doing it ?

generally we arent taken seriously even some school teachers. like say we was having a debate they would pretend there not listening . then we say soemthing smart , maybe even prove them wrong , and they HATE it..its so funny to watch . and as im reasonably smart it happens quite often

anyway have you realized how i didnt swear that much.
SEE thats how yo know it really really gets to me D:
'x

annoying me at the moment #2

okay im going to have a break from the government blogs .
but  things annoying me at the moment ;


FREE DA MANDEM.
isnt that the most stupid thing ?
yeah i understand you want your friends out of jail  , but arent they in there for a reason . and to be honest , saying FREE blah blah is not going to make them come out any quicker , a police man wont walk past hear you say that , and be like OH KAY . SERGEANT MICHEAL TO DCI SMITH , blah blahhh NEEDS TO BE RELEASED. <-- i watch way to much tv  .
but yeah just stop. they say it in so many songs . and its SO annoying .

BAITBOOK
now if you are open  about your life then COOOL . but not everyone needs or wants to know about who you are going out with... IT WONT FUCKING LAST . or that you are going downstairs for the first time in hours. or dumb shit like that . some things are better left unsaid .
REMEMBER THAT


ARGH ; STARES
this is happening so often now , like id be walking somewhere, on the bus ,ahh  travelling and someone looks at me , then they stare for AGES . and im stood there like err what ? and there just there loooking me up and down . and im like errrrrrrr okay . then some start talking and i dont even pretend im listening or try to listen as music comes before strangers ♥ and id be walking and the people on the bus driving pass just stare . if i was somewhere like Devon , then okay , they rarely see black people . BUT CMON , we are in like the most diverse city and your loooking at me like .. well i cant describe .

HOSPITALS
no one necessary likes them cause if your there , your watching someone you love suffer . and hospitals  smell , the sick people are kinda scary and WHY ARE THERE ALWAYS GRAPES :|

okay i think that is all .
oh yeah
and this stinking REVISION im sure ive done at least 16 past papers this week , just for one unit of maths . is that even natural ?

government. part 1

ahhhh <3 LOL theres so many different topics linked to this . ill start on ; EEEE EMMMM FUCKING AAAAAAA EMA - if you didnt get that. basically for people in college/sixth form if your house income is lower than a certain amount they USED to give you money to spend on resources for school .
Note : USED TO

now okay some things were stopped for good reasons . but EMA . shit decision . now for all those people who would get it , or did are struggling ! our generation ( children - teenagers ) are the future and to be honest by taking that away , they our ruining not only ours but their future too. FUCKING WALLADS. and then they complain about the children being hoodrats and  committing crimes , well maybe if going to college / sixth form and paying for resources wasn't such a struggle; they'd stay in education instead of selling drugs stealing  etc . AND YANNO WHAT PISSES ME OFF , IS THAT THE MONEY THEYRE SAVING  IS PROBABLY GOING TO THEM . because look at how many stories there has been about this politician and that politician has been caught taking money from the government.
 fucking makes me sick .
YOUR A POLITICIAN . YOUR GETTING PAID ALOT . WHY STEAL ? and steal from people who probably could only dream about having the money you get on a daily basis . T'RATID . aha




ANOTHER thing.
OYSTERS .
now this really irritates me yeah . 
okay so teenagers need freedom , we dont just WANT it . we need it . we cant be locked away in our houses then BOOOM university . or even stay in whilst at university then BOOM LIFE . it would be too much to handle . so going out is actually a good thing . and exploring where we live :) ive seen nearly all of london . but THEN , they are being dumb with our oysters - 
if your not from london and your reading this , oysters are like buses and train passes we keep forever well till a certain age , and we put money on it , so we can travel .  then whenever we use it , it takes money from it , well trains . buses are free for under 16's . but all ages can have an oyster. apart from under 10 they dont need it .


ANYWAY yeah sometimes we need to travel further than a bus can take us , trains are easier faster etc. do you remember the days when we could go somewhere and back on a train for £1 . a pound :) a measly little pound . then slyly they've been raising it and BOOOOOOOOOM . now its £1.30 , your probably thinking is that it ?
but i use the train quite often  . and some people have to get the train to school . 
so before it used to be £5 for them .
and now its £6.50 .
a month they are spending £6 more.
6 months : £36 and so on .
THATS ALOT . 
its a fucking RECESSION 
.  we need to save . 
but what i dont get is if we are running out of money . WHY CANT WE MAKE MORE.
like its affecting all of us . so whoeveris the leader of money  , make more . dont moan , just sort it out .
anyway this is getting long , i have to make this into parts PAHAH . 
back later 'x

children losing respect

i dont know if its just me , but it is really annoying .
children are forgetting authority  and just losing respect for their parents.
this sounds dumb but ive never  really know what respect is , ive just always had an general idea.
hmmmm

Respect

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buy respect mugs, tshirts and magnets It means valuing each others points of views. It means being open to being wrong. It means accepting people as they are. It means not dumping on someone because you're having a bad day. It means being polite and kind always, because being kind to people is not negotiable. It means not dissing people because they're different to you. It means not gossiping about people or spreading lies.

urban dictionary ; yah boyyy.
okay coool now that i know that :)
why dont we respect our parents , why do we switch off when they are giving us a lecture about good life skillswe could use? why do we treat them like slaves , our taxis ? why do we expect so much but give so little ?

from about november 2009 - june 2010 .

i was the daughter from HELL . i dont even know why , it could have been because im hormonal  but i cant blame everything on my hormones because i knew exactly what i was doing . dont get me wrong, i LOVE my parents so much, id die for them , but no.. instead i was making them upset, which was making all the over people that love them upset too .  the mentality i used to use back then was so stupid, like they would say something like ' i love you kyle ' ( my brother )  and id be like '  you dont love me then ? oh okay , its so obvious hes your favorite child . yada yada yada '..LOL  i think that has happened before, id take something so small and blow it out of proportion , so much that it isnt even recognizable .

wow . i really was pathetic.  im not gonna lie, i think i liked drama back then but now i avoid it as much as i can, its so unnecessary and just causes stress. back then even in school  id just argue with teachers for the fun of it  because they weren't allowed to beat me. howeverr with other students, i didn't like intentionally go searching for drama but im rude so  it would just come, and i wouldn't even mind. id just laugh in their faces and most the time cry cause im emotional and HATE people shouting at me.

enough about me .

CHILDREN ARE LOSING FUCKING RESPECT . and dont you just hate those kids who are just incapable of accepting authority . well sorry you gonna HAVE to learn how to babesss  because there is ALWAYS someone higher than you and guess what ? you  need to respect them and the people ' lower ' than you. i actually hate the saying ' respect your olders'  NO I WONT . ill show you the same amount of respect you show mee whatever your age . SIMPLES.

anyway dumb children losing respect.

how could there be some chld in the doctors and her mum must have been telling her something and she was like SHUTUPPPPPPP .  i was already flinching just waiting for the slap to come , and the child to star t crying . she was was no biger than  6 years old and the mum didnt do anything . NOTHING . all she said was no dessert for you . LOL and this mum was asian . asian and carribean /african are the strictist parents. FUCKA DESSERT . BEAT THAT LITTLE RAT. i swear to God , me and my mum looked at each other the same time , then just started laughing cause we was thinking the same thing .
' if that was my child theyd be getting one nice heavy slap  AND no dessert. . '
jheeze .
but yeah .
respect your parents . they gave you life . for goodness sake .

boys who hit girls.

hello . good morning aha :)

well in the last blog i spoke about the guy who beat up his girlfriend because she wouldnt abort their baby .
DICKHEAD

and i dont think i expressed just how much i hate boys who hit girls . 

about 8 months ago , i got in a fight with a boy  , a propa one , police everything . 

i know it was bad , but aha another case of - deanne not knowing when to shut up . i kind of deserved it :| but heyy i handled myself in that fight . but not all girls can . 

i was raised with two brothers, who would randomly come after me with a blanket and suffocate me LOOOOOOOOOOOL

and id have to fight out of it .
 my dad - well im always like put your hands upppp , and start punching . 

and ha my uncle is david haye 

the boxer, maybe its in my geness

NO IM NOT LYING 

basically he has the E in Hay , and i dont , because when my grandma came to england they didnt think the surname was actually Haye , because thats not a word , so they just put Hay , and that name just stuck . and the same sort of thing happened with my other gran , they got her birth certificate wrong so she celebrates her birthday two days before , because she cant be bothered to change the day LOL

sorry - AS I WAS SAYING . 

not all girls can handle themselves , girls get raped all over the world. every day !
every fucking day !

ARGH how could i see some faceboook page that was like ,

' if you rape a prostitue is it rape or shoplifiting  '

YES IT IS FUCKING RAPE , WHAT CHOICES YOU MAKE IN LIFE AND WHAT YOU DO TO MAKE A LIVING , DOES NOT MEAN YOU ANY LESS HUMAN , OR MEAN YOU NO LONGER HAVE HUMAN RIGHTS . FUCKING GETS ME ANGRY .

hahaahah i keep going of topic . 

girls get raped all over the world every day .

do you remember on the news , when there some rapist on the loose , going after girl after girl , in somewhere quite close to my house , ladbroke grove, well not close but its close enough . and yeah  girls were scared to go out after dark and just scared they would be next .
 and the worst thing is , that sort of story has been in the news plenty of times . 

it makes me fucking sick . 

girls are on average weaker than men , and so they take of advantage of it ?

 -pay attention to the lyrics , dont just have this song in the background whilst you do other stuff.

 BOYS SHOULD BE USING THIS MENTALITY . LOVE THIS SONG . AND YAY ITS ON YOUTUBE NOW ♥ i love this . love love love .♥

SO YEAH . men who hit girls or harm them in any way is a  dickhead. STRAIGHT

now there is some exceptions , sometimes you have those ' hood girls ' who talk walk act like a boy , and they try and get rude to boys , hit them all sorts. if your gonna act like a man , you get treated like ONE . simples:)
and sometimes boys can hit girls ,   like sometimes girls are such bitches , now im not saying continuously assault her , but your allowed to push her out the way or slap some sense into her o.O

you people just dont understand how much i hate women beaters , i LOVE chris brown , because we have to accept the fact that everybody makes mistakes .
nowadays people see famous people , as like perfect little robots . THEY ARE HUMAN TOO .

anyway i think thats enough .
DONT FUCKING HIT A GIRL ¬_¬
DICKHEAD.
oh yeah .
i think some boys just hit girls because they know its a fight they cant lose o.O
and dont you hate how in some movies , its like all they do is hit women , like in SALT , i know a woman was the main part , but the amount of violence , that wasnt even funny ! good movie though ♥

women were made to be LOVED :)
so love us :)
'♥

are you gonna abort the baby or what ?

okay i was talking to my friend aboutttt i think babies ,  it just came up in conversationnnnn and yeah he was talking about how some guy he knows had a girlfriend who got pregnant, and i was like oh coool , then he goes but she wouldnt have an abortion .. and i was like okaaayy... then my friend tells me that the girlfriend wouldnt have an abortion , so the guy was like ' abort it or ill kill it'. she was adamant she was going to have the baby , so he hurt her in PUBLIC.
WHAT A DICKHEAD.
not even going to apologize about swearing because its FUCKING needed; pardon the pun :')
it take s two to tango , its not her fault if you didnt use a condom , or ask if she is on a pill OR persuaded her to do it bare back ( without a condom )
i dont think that guy thought far enough to realise thats HIS baby aswell , not some creature inside of her whos gonna take all of his money , and want things from him all the time. ARGH .
and then my friend was like welll , he did have a point , children ruin your career your life . EVERYTHING . and he lives in stonebridge not like he has any chance being a lawyer or doctor or something good ,and with a child its like impossible.
NOTHINGS IMPOSSIBLE. if you try hard enough .

now i see that side of it . but then he didnt have to beat her up . he could just be a shit dad. and not pay child support, act like the baby isnt theirs. like lots of dads do .
actually thats probbaly why , HIS dad is proabbly like that , so he just wanted to kill the baby , instead of being a shit dad like his dad is .
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
but still it issnt right. she had life inside of her.
a MIRACLE. and he kills it .
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im gonna get pissed.
so yeah .
get to 3500 views by march PLEASE ? :)
oh yeah
'are you gonna abort the baby or what' - bashy adulthooddd

and read my blog on abortions
http://deannes-world.blogspot.com/2010/12/abortions.html x

social networking is taking over ..

well yeah i wanted to do this topic ages ago and it hit me , social networking and just the internet in general . i woke up and whats the first thing i do , FACEBOOK, havent even brushed my teeth yet, rubbed the sleep out my eyes , but im awake enough to go on facebook . and to do what ? see silly statuses , say happy birthday to people i couldnt give two shits about, play farmvilee, put up pictures ?

loads of people say there addicted. and im not gonna lie i went through that phase.
but addicted to a website? isnt that just a bit pathetic.
and whats worse , is some people saying they wouldnt be able to live without it .
ERMS. from you were born - till about 11 years old . were you not living without it .
your ancestors , they coped without it . its a website. anything you do on there you can do in real life.

well actually that ^ only applies to some. because it seems that behind a screen the ugly ones look beautiful , the beautiful dont stop broadcasting pictures of themselves. the shy ones can hold a conversation hours on end. haters moan about haters. skinny girls suddenly get curves. fat girls miraculously lose weight. and argh facebook and how people abuse it just frustrates me arghhhhhhhhhh .people just use it for the wrong reasons .the whole concept of facebook was to connect with your friends , usually long distance ones , so you have a way of keeping contact. now LOOOL thats a distant memory , people are MEETING on facebook . ahahahaha

and sooner or later. facebook is gonna become bigger than it already is . we're all slowly going to become obese, shit eye sight , and our communication skills will wear out ,  because we're not used to talking to people in real life ;O . and HA maybe thats a exaggeration , but it could happen .. easily.

i personally could delete my facebook , and live without it for a month ?
as long as i had credit .
most the time i just use facebook to contact because its freee.
acc i willl do that; when i have all my exams im deactivating .
i might see how long i can last without technology altogether.
oh shit my ipod.
okay not doing that :)
but yeahhhhhh i will be ghosting off  facebook :)))))
maybe even this
muahahhaha o.O

read another 'x

internet relationships

well going through my blog topics . GUESS WHAT. this was there.
well i decided to do it because this guy had a status about this internet couple he knows.
apparently theyve met up once or twice but haven't seen each other in a year. one lives in wales, and the other Newcastle. something like that. and they were saying how they're madly in love even though its a long distance thing. first i thought WTF. and then i was like n'awhh thats cute . some of the comments on this status . was like they must have some ' amazing phone sexx ' ' there both cheating on each other'
and then i was thinking well sometimes internet relationships can work ? cant they ?

and another reason for this blog is that - ive had about 3 myself. :/
and i have friends who have had them .


DEANNE DICTIONARY
internet relationship - ' meeting' someone over the internet, never met them in person but always talking to them , in most occasions , you talk over the phone aswell and usually have no intention meeting them for varied reasons.


many people have internet relationships nowadays , i know some girl who meets all of her male friends over the internet then meets up with them after , which is a bit strange . but yanno everyones different.
so maybe they can be successful ? all of mine have been complete fails . because we get so close , that it becomes to awkward to meet up .

LOOL this blog has no point to it . but hey it killled my time . and will probably killl yours .
LOVE YOU READERS
^ see . internet relationship ;D ahah <3

arranged marriages

okay ;well this was in my list of blog topics . then something reminded me .

the reason im doing this blog  is ages ago me and a friend was having a conversation about his parents wanting him to have an arranged marriage .

now to the point .
arranged marriages are so stupid .
but most bad things have a sorta valid reason . sometimes its a racist prejudice reason , but at least its a reason .
what are the advantages of arranged marriages , what is the reason for them ?
had a long think -
and well i couldnt come up with anything .
apart from that your parents feel good, because they know your going to a good family & that so you dont go to someone who is a different religion .
BUT marriage is a bond between TWO people . not 6. [ the couple & the two sets of parents ]
so those over protective parents need to back the fuck up , and let their children live there lives. after all you did give them life , so let them have it and DONT dictate it . DUMB FUCKS.

i dont know why im getting so angry about this D;

but yeah i see marriage as a serious thing , i dont really care about divorce, everyone makes mistakes , but we have SO MANY rights , freedom of speech etc etc yet so many people still cant live their lives the way they want to .
how could i be reading a magazine yeah , and there was this girl who was going to get practically killed by her parents because she tried running away from an arranged marriage . and she failed the first time , but then she came to england and joined a embassy etc.
BUT seriously , i hate parents like that.
DONT HATE BECAUSE WE ARE YOUNG AND FRESH , AND NOW YOUR LIFE IS BASICALLY DEDICATED TO US .
you decided to have kids so deal with the fucking consequences.
okay i think i should stop now before i explode.
the way i was so happyy when i started this blog and now my heart is pounding and all sorts .
ahah
ill make another laterrr 'x

proud moment :')

wow . im so proud of myself how could i wake up at like 7. 45 this morning .
so instead of thinking ahh fuck this im going back to slep .
weell i ddi think that for  a second but thats not the point.
well yeah .
instead of thinking that .
i thought hmm i have 6 GCSE'S coming up next week . i need to revise.
so i woke up made a timetable and everything :)
including revision breakfast when im gettng washed when ic an relax and when im exercising :D
HAAAA :)
and ive acc learnt alot .
already done 4 past papers . and gone on mymaths to learn from my mistakes . AND when i slept at shivalis house two day ago , how could i take past papers to do there :|
i was so shocked yet proud of myself :')
but i am getting a education for myself  , so i shouldn't rely on other people to tell me when to revise and shit .
i need to get MY shit together :) and i think im nearly there :')
well im gone to exercise.
oh yeah another proud moment , was giving advice to my friend , abotu him and his parents always arguing .
cba to say what i said :)
but yeah this dude is MUAD.
how could i be like you wanted to run away because they were shouting?  i get fucking BEATS mayte

and he was like wel if they hit you , hit them back .

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL that was my reaction .
oh and that my parents are black .
and he was like SO ? if they hit you harder you hit them harder.
i was acc speechless.
thats how you know , beating should just be a compulsory thing in raising your children.
what sort of child would get beats and be like you know what mum , dad . POW slap parents in the face.

the way icant even imagine what i and my parents would do if that ever happened . ahah
anyway back later 'x

year sevens . part three.

i know . i wasnt going to . but its needed .


- apologizing for any swearing from now 
but this shit really gets to me ahhhhha


everyone knows how much i hate year sevens . theyve featured in my blogs quite often . 
and my year seven blog is the most viewed one .
SO YOU WOULD THINK .
just THINK that as a year seven you would avoid pissing me off .


but oh no . they continue .
they are getting so fucking brave it is unbelievable . acc its just this one group of year sevens .
how could they tell my year 11 friend to get out the school ./ 


ukheukhFUKGYJGFJDFHHFWHAT ?
YEAR 11 WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR WHAT 5 YEARS ? and youve been there for what 5 months . and you think you have the right to tell them to get out of the school ? 
ARE YOU FACKING CRAZY ?


when i was in year seven . i was looking up at the year 11's thinking wow- theyre such grown ups , i wanna be like them . there is NO way . no wayyyyyyyyyyyy i could be rude. i didnt even talk to any of them because they were that scary and had that much authority .


THATS WHAT YEAR SEVENS SHOULD BE LIKE .
you were the biggest in primary school - come to high school and your the smallest. and the difference is so overwhelming that your just the quietest thing .
well everyones personality is different and i wasnt very quite . but i was to other years.




THEN .
this year seven boy tells me to fuck of before he slaps me .
my only reply was .
- mate , your not even at my boobs yet.
and everyone was laughing  . but i was dead serious .
this guy was saying hes gonna slap me . and hes at my belly button . literally .
i was stood there . and punching him was a thought that crossed my mind . 
ahaha i even made a status later that day
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I hate these year sevens so much . The way I just want to line them all up and uppercut them one by one like it's some Mexican wave !!! ;O

17 February at 16:19 via iPhone ·  ·  · 
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yupsss thats all i want to do right now . there too brave  . and i hate this saying but its the only thing that applies ' they need to be put in there place'.
with theire dumb roadkill weaves. 


which brings me on to the girls  - why throw around the word sket ?
that is all . 
because once i start i will NOT finish  .
and im still a rolemodel to these dumb year sevens.


BUT if your a year seven reading this ;; all the blogs ive made about your year might not apply to you , only about 80 % , 
but if you know it applies to you .
FUCK YOU . FIX UP ¬_¬
xx

im back .. parents beatingchildren :)

omg well i think this is the third time im saying this but
IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :)
like yanno . properly this time :)
i do have lots of examssss so it might only be two a day . three if your lucky :)
but yeah ive been getting a bit well .. angry these days .
and had those really smart moments.
yanno when your liike .
'SHIT did i just say that ? sounds like something my parents would say '
well yeah . many of those moments .

e.g the say before yesterday
my friend.
i wont bait out her name .
was talking to me on bbm ( shivali ; not my bb ) and saying how shes so upset her parents just beat her yada yada yada.
now shivali was like OMG are you okaayyy ? x .
me on the otherhand said something along the lines of ;
well everyone gets beats its just one of those tings you should be happy that your not in one of those thirldworld countries who not only beat their daughters but rape them and prostitute them etc.
NOW .
yes that sounds so insensitive .
but this chick got a few slaps . and shes acting like her parents were close to killing her .
and she was still able to take pictures :| so that was NOT  a beating .

and then how could friend , be like well im not saying sorry first bla bla they beat me .
and i was like YOUR the child . your meant to just take the beats .

^ i could not believe i said THAT.
i hate when people are like 'YOUR the child deanne .'
mainly because i know its true . but then just because im the child , doesnt mean i should have to put up with everything my parents do KMT .
and just take the beats ? LOOL im encouraged to take the beats . and facking ENJOY IT .
like YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS mum , slap me more . yeahyaaa boi .

aha
but yeah my wise words carried on .
' well maybe you just shouldnt give them a reason to beat you '
then she was saying how her asian family are just so traditional .
and i was like
' yeah i know babee , sometimes parents dont realise theyre trying to raise you how they were raised, just right a letter. theyve just beat you , so we both know there not gonna listen to what you have to say right now but , if its a letter . they will read it . and they'll take it in '

BRAP BRAP .
i said that .
i was well proud of myself teehee :')
because not sounding big headedd but to be honest people need friends like me , who talk the truth . friends that arent gonna be on your side and agree with whatever you say . and LOOL thats me . im not gonna be like omg they beat  you , you should call childline . id sayyyyyy all of what i said in this blogg.  sorry if it sounds insesitive ? dont care . its . the . truth . :D

and even my fiend was like ' your like the big sister i never had '
pahaa

well parents beating was gonna be a future blog topic . but i think i covered this aspect of it :)

on to the next one '8 <3

well well well

sorry it has been so long , im not even going to bother say im back to do loads of blogs yada yada yada all that normal mumbo jumbo because when i do i forgo or im just to busyyyyy.
i was ment tooo
but all this week ive been in

AUSTRIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- SAAALBACCK babbyyy :)
to skiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)
im not good with heights at all and was a bit of a pusssyyy :)
i did get on a chair lift for a little slope and skii'd down plenty of times :) and THAT was an achievement , so high . so so high :)

dont know if i would go back , maybe , maybenot :)

but erm yeah i have loads of food an drink left and shit to catch up on .
so back laterrrrrr:))))))

hopefully tommroww

and n'awwwwwwwwwwwh :)
how could somone inbox me sayinggg i love your blogsssss , can you give me advice on [ input their situation]
i felt SOO touchedddd n'awwwwhhhh :')

okay really going now .
3L fanta is calling my nameeee