Wednesday, 25 August 2010

emotional; i warn you.

what would you do if you was me ?
im not talking about looks personality etc ; im talking about my situation.

just pretend ; you have a half sister and half brother[ there full siblings to each other]; you havent seen your sister in 6 years. and you had never met your brother; never even spoke ; your not even sure  ; he knows you exist. and its so bad that whenever your explaining this story you cant even remember his name. and what makes it worse is that your sister had a daughter a few years ago ; and you knew about it ; but youve never even met your niece ; no pictures no nothing you cant even remember her name. all because something went on with my dad and there mum when they split ; which was all LIES.
so then out of the blue your sister makes contact with you over the internet saying how beautiful your getting blah blah blah we should talk blah . so then your not sure what to do and tell your parents.
and they tell you that she might not even want to talk to me ; she might be doing it to get at my dad ; OUR dad.
so then i thought about it long and hard ; and  i was going to reply but ybyt hen it was too late ; my facebook had been deleted.
and i have her number ; well my dad does ; but i dont know what i should do.
because why would she make contact now ? after 6 1/2 years . why now ?
but i guess i should and tell her EVERYTHING
butt
so whenever your talking to me about his that and the other and i start to daydream ; this is probably what im thinking about so dont have a go at me.
anyway
you can unpretend that you have a sister and that your in my situation coz its depressing  :/
your lucky all you have to do is pretend.

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